do you ever think you became the worst version of yourself?

Sometimes i feel i have become the worst version of myself. It is said that during a human lifetime one performs one billionth of his/her potential. There are infinite ways, infinite destinations and its only you to decide that. At times i feel i am doing the opposites and choosing the worst among the alternatives.
Well that could have been a coincidence but nothing just happens, every thing happens for a reason. And for the things happening to you, you are the only cause.
That’s when i think i have been my worst blueprint. But i can always regain my focus and hard work to become the better version of myself. hmm. let’s get back to work.